school days

it's been a long week full of events, too many to put down in a blog post. i've had a lot of ups and downs as far as my feelings and i'm still a bit confused, but hopefully it will all come to pass. i had a lovely conversation with my best friend on the phone, got my 4.0 for first semester, and played an amazing chamber music piece this week. so overall it's been good here.

i know people will probably hate me for my grades, but i can't help but be excited. hopefully my achievements this year in school will really show colleges that i'm ready to learn, and that i know how to balance my life.





eight sixty blazer, semantiks blouse, la rok skirt, DKNY tights, deena&ozzy booties

tired

i've been up late for the past couple days for no good reason except that my mind can't stop running. i really need to spend some time decompressing and enjoying life, but i feel like i can't do that with finals coming up, midyear reports going to colleges, and everything else that i have to do in life. it's hard to believe that in four months, I'll know where i can go to school next year.

whenever i feel stressed, i always like to look at film photos- here are a few i took quite a while ago.

brisk and new

it's only three days into the new year and i'm already overwhelmed. auditions in two days, lots of homework, not enough time for everything i want to do. so naturally i procrastinated and took some pictures in the frosty snow. it's been on the ground for a while now.






susina coat, bcbg sweater, velvet heart jeans, urban outfitters booties, necklace from my boyfrann :)

and here's a funny picture just for kicks:

it's a new year

i know i've kind of neglected my blog as of late, but apps are finally in! last week was particularly stressful; i spent a few days straight working on perfecting my princeton app and freaking out.

i spent new year's quietly at home. my parents didn't stay up for the countdown, but at midnight i got a kiss from my brother and my boyfriend :) i hadn't seen my boy for a while, so i was just happy to be with him and spend time sitting watching tv.

i have an audition in three days! it's kind of scary to think about but i know that no matter what, it'll be a good experience. i've poured my heart into learning schumann, and hopefully the good new year will carry through this week.